#Untitled

I have so much to write about and so much to say however everytime I open my page I draw a blank... I have so many journals and I would sit in my corner and write my heart out. maybe its the sharing with all the people that makes me sceptical.

DAILY GUIDANCE: 10th March

DAILY GUIDANCE: 10th March: DETERMINED that "I will change my destiny" and that "I will have my prayers fulfilled", please offer fresh prayers to th...

DAILY GUIDANCE: 3rd March

DAILY GUIDANCE: 3rd March: THE teachings of Buddhism enable us to view things based on the three existences of life - past, present and future - and to advance cheerfu...

#MyLifeDiaries

I have been on a constant search for inner peace and happiness, and like many people I spent a lot of years failing to understand inner peace is a choice. I suppose with constant imbalance and adverse situations I didn't believe that anyone can feel lasting "living" inner peace. There has been a lot of ups and down's in my life, adversities, and all that comes with life... It even crossed my mind a couple of times to join a nunnery or escaping to the himalayas or running away with some peace corp in the mountains to be at peace and shy away from everyday struggles. I always wondered how could I ever find some peace if I'm always going through the drama and the constant feed of negativity from social and all other media, not to mention the negative people around me. The question that always emerged in my mind was how can I achieve inner peace with all the negative emotions and all that's happening around me? That question and the emotional rollercoaster is what urges and fuels me to keep searching and little by little I'm finding peaceful ways to be... I know though, that in eventuality that moment will come when I'm at complete peace inside...and until then the search continues! #Namaste

#MyLifeDiaries

I am working a corporate nine-to-five job, studying part time, and trying to keep up a busy social life. For the past couple of weeks I have been feeling tired and completely exhausted, not enough time in the day to do it all, always rushing from one thing to another, just being kept busy all the time. I have been thinking to myself that I'm giving myself enough time to rest, you know, head to bed early and sleep a good 7-8 hours, meditate atleast once a day, silence my mind before bed and even went on a retreat to relax... the moment I came back from my "retreat" the cycle started again, and I'm feeling like I'm burning myself out slowly. Feeling this way, I realized that I wanted something different, as I am always on edge and not at all calm and its a huge strain on me. I'm simply not happy! I'm enjoying my job, let's make that clear, learning a great deal and there are great career opportunities however I don't know where my enthusiasm has gone to? I have been confusing enthusiasm with throwing myself into action evey spare moment. I'm studying a PR course as my passion lies in that direction of work, as I'm a creative spirit...even that is questionable...someone said I'm more of a designer and or events person...not corporate! I can't keep doing this...I need to slow things down and make changes! And the hardest part is just that MAKING CHANGES. I've been struggling for months about making certain decision especially when it involves losing security as I have bills to pay. So I throw myself in to the cycle again and little by little I'm losing a piece of me. I need to find a way to do what I love as my happiness and well being depends on it! Until then I will work on making small changes to build up to taking that leap of faith.

That moment when you realize that you are the only one in the relationship...

My Monday

Life will throw curve balls at you at the most unexpected times...
One moment all is well and the next the rug is pulled right from under you...

Invest in YOURSELF...

Thankful

I can't begin to say thanks for all the blessings I am getting...
Waking up to face a new day & its challenges its a blessing on its own.
My family is the greatest support & couldn't have asked for anyone else.
To have friends who understand me & are there to grow with me, spiritually.
My health, my job and all that I have...

I'm experiecing love in a different way...
#TGBTG

When I realized...

...that the old crazy party life is not for me anymore!
This past weekend I went into a crazy all nighter with my buddies back in my home town, it was fun catching up and all however after the craziness I realized how its no longer part of me...for one I didn't spend enough time with people that really mattered...my baby and family and secondly Everyone had moved into a total blase attitude about life and I fell into that collective thinking and drifted into a low point!
In conclusion...I'm happy with my quiet and being at home life... #justsaying

So Many People see Love as "just a feeling" but its so much more than that. true Love show itself through action.
And this action doesn't have to be impossible or overwhelming...

Keeping an open mind...

...In this journey called life!

Quote

Nothing is ever wrong. We learn from every step we take. Whatever you did today was the way it wasmean to be.
 BE PROUD OF YOU

My Princess

I knew God loved me when He gave me such a blessing...I'm in awe

I look like mommy now

LOVE IN A SIMPLE FORM

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I sit there and pretend it doesn't phase me but it does...it hurts to know that you can't reach out to me, it hurts to know that you don't see how much I'm reaching out to you. I don't want anything more than friendship...I see your agony, I feel your frustration, I wanna be there for you...if you let me!
I love you buddy, know that always.

#payingitforward

Newness

I went for a total new look, feeling good as well. My outlook on life has totally changed & I feel like a new life has been breathed into me.
The weird thing is the moment one goes through a change & starts glowing those around you automatically think there is a new man involved... and my answer is....YES THERE IS A NEW MAN IN MY LIFE...just not the one you are thinking of! LOL

#Blessed

Started Reading

Its amazing how reading is totally different from being gliued to TV all the time. I decide to actually make out a schedule for my daily activities & included an hour of reading. I think if we all took out time to do that the world would be abetter place, LOL #justsaying

I must say though I have become more peaceful & its also pushing me towards self discovery...

Maybe I should join a bookclub #thinking!!!!!!!

My new home

Finally I get time to Blog again...
Lets hope this time I will carry it through...

I moved from Bustly Jozi to Mellow Pretoria, it was a drastic move, been two months and I'm no where to be ing settle & my dramitic life is not helping!

Well Next week I will be officially Blogging again!